A huge thank you to guavejuice and <user site="livejournal.com"

[soulmatejunkee]

You girls have no idea how much your little presents touched me and how welcome they are!
Because life just sucks (right now).

Let's start with the good stuff:

I got another self-made card from my lovely friend V. (guavejuice):


I have to admit I had to look at it for a while before I realized what it shows *LOL*
B/J (I guess) doing hot stuff under the duvet!

It's so adorable sweety. Thank you so much. *hugs*

And then today I got this - totally unexpected - gifts from Pammy (pam81):




Thank you so so so much for this beautiful card and gift. I was so touched when I unpacked it and saw the EKG and read your beautiful lines to it and... just thank you so so much! *hugs you tight*

Because right now I'm just in a depressive mood. As you might have realized, I wasn't posting much lately. Not that I am not online, I am, every day. And I read some stuff and sometimes I leave a message, but unfortunately my head isn't free for B/J stuff lately. Not as it used to be and not as I want it to be.

Because... after loosing 3 (!) teeth in 5 months and still being in pain (for over 7 months so far) and changing the dentist I've been told that maybe I have trifacial neuralgic syndrome. And since that's been said I'm just sitting around crying and being depressed! And this just sucks!

Because it's not all. On the other side I have a sinusitis that needs surgery, because medication didn't work anymore. So there's pain too. And it's like... when there's no pain on the left side, it's on the right side and vice versa.

And so far no doctor could really tell me what it is and what's the problem and what to do. And this whole thing takes away so much quality of life. There's nothing good anymore, nothing to be happy about, to be excited about and this is so annoying. Sitting around and waiting for the pain.

Every little distraction is welcome, so here I want to thank my dear friend bergergrey for the two evenings she spent talking to me.

So this is it, my story to tell... it's depressing isn't it? It depresses me!

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[soulmatejunkee.livejournal.com]

O, I hope that too.
I want to feel joy and hope and fun again! This is all so... depressive, you know?
Thanks for your lovely words ♥