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soulmatejunkee) wrote2011-11-16 06:02 pm
soulmatejunkee) wrote2011-11-16 06:02 pm
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Back... and still blind
Yeah, hey, me... back!
Not sure if I'll be able to explain this in english, lets try as good as possible.
So this morning we went to the clinic and they ran some tests and then I spoke to the doc and he checked my eyes, too, etc. etc. and he said that in the main my eyes are in a good shape and that I'm in the run for a LASIK surgery.
But...
...there was one part of my cornea that isn't 100% fine and the results from the tests could mean that I do have a cornea-disease - which doesn't have to be something bad or dangerous for me, but could easily become a problem if they touch the cornea (what they would do at surgery).
So he told me to use some eye drops and come for a re-check in February 2012 to do the same test again and to check if the results are still the same or if they change for the better. If they become better, so he said, there wouldn't be a problem for me to get into a LASIK surgery. But he wants to be sure!
So, here I am... depressed!
You know, 3 months more or less, fuck it, but it's... I just expected this day to change something for me, something big, and now nothing changed (and it probably never will!). And that makes me sad and angry (fucking eyes, isn't it enough to be hardcore myopic, does it have to be a cornea-problem - probably disease - too?! W.T.F.)
Not sure if I'll be able to explain this in english, lets try as good as possible.
So this morning we went to the clinic and they ran some tests and then I spoke to the doc and he checked my eyes, too, etc. etc. and he said that in the main my eyes are in a good shape and that I'm in the run for a LASIK surgery.
But...
...there was one part of my cornea that isn't 100% fine and the results from the tests could mean that I do have a cornea-disease - which doesn't have to be something bad or dangerous for me, but could easily become a problem if they touch the cornea (what they would do at surgery).
So he told me to use some eye drops and come for a re-check in February 2012 to do the same test again and to check if the results are still the same or if they change for the better. If they become better, so he said, there wouldn't be a problem for me to get into a LASIK surgery. But he wants to be sure!
So, here I am... depressed!
You know, 3 months more or less, fuck it, but it's... I just expected this day to change something for me, something big, and now nothing changed (and it probably never will!). And that makes me sad and angry (fucking eyes, isn't it enough to be hardcore myopic, does it have to be a cornea-problem - probably disease - too?! W.T.F.)