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Steffi ([personal profile] soulmatejunkee) wrote2010-10-19 09:02 am

He doesn't give a shit

Title: He doesn't give a shit
Author: [livejournal.com profile] soulmatejunkee 
Fandom: Queer as Folk US
Pairing: Brian/Justin
Timeline: Post 5.13 - today 
Word Count: 471
Summary: Just popped into my mind, how often we heard and read what Brian Kinney doesn't do. So I thought about it... from Justin's POV!
Warnings: There's nothing, just for fun!
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything. It’s all CowLip and Showtime.
A/N: No Beta. Hopefully not so many mistakes left! Every comment is welcome. Let me know what you think. Thanks!


Justin's POV

You know, most people don’t understand why I love Brian Kinney.

He doesn’t do compromises
He doesn’t do trust
He doesn’t do sacrifice
He doesn’t do needing

He doesn’t do apologies
He doesn’t do love, actually he told me, he doesn’t believe in love
He doesn’t do boyfriends
He doesn’t do partners

He doesn’t do relationships
He doesn’t do marriage, he detest marriage, calls it a hetero-lie
He doesn’t do romance
He doesn’t do monogamy

He doesn’t do family
He doesn’t do kids
He doesn’t do nicknames, except of course you think "asshole" is a nickname
He doesn’t do cuddling

He doesn’t bottom – never!
He doesn’t fuck anyone more than once

It’s a lot, isn’t it? I can’t even remember how often I heard "Brian Kinney doesn’t do…" since I met him. I also don’t remember how often he told me "I don’t do…" since we met. And not to mention "He’s never gonna change". It seems that really everyone knows exactly what Brian Kinney doesn’t do. They think with knowing that, they know him and most of time they think he’s just an asshole, even though they might like him for some reason. And everytime they complain about him, roll their eyes on him or just shake their heads and wonder why I love him, I think about it.

He might not do compromises
but he accepted rules I made up and never broke them

He might not do trust
but he has tons of faith in me

He might not do sacrifice
but he sacrificed everything to save Liberty Avenue

He might not do needing
but he said "Not without you"

He might not do apologies
but he apologized to me

He might not do or believe in love
but he said "I love you"

He might not do boyfriends
but I’m his boyfriend

He might not do partners
but I’m his partner

He might not do relationships
but he calls us a couple

He might not do marriage
but he proposed to me

He might not do romance
but he bought me a manor

He might not do monogamy
but he comes home to me everytime he wants to fuck

He might not do family
but he bought weddingrings and never returned them

He might not do kids
but I was there when he hold his son for the first time

He might not do nicknames
but he calls me "Sunshine"

He might not do cuddling
but he holds me everytime I need it

He might not bottom
but he does it for me (sometimes)

He might not fuck anyone more than once
but he fucks me since 10 years

Now you know why I love Brian Kinney, don’t you?

And do you want to know what he really doesn’t do?
He doesn’t give a shit about what people think.


The End

[identity profile] marny1.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Lovely, sitting here with a big smile

* hugs *
ext_152815: (Babylon Kiss)

[identity profile] trintiff.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
That was awesome! I never realized how much he says he'd doesn't do; until he met Justin!

Hujgs, Cindy

[identity profile] rainbow1907.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
This is perfect!!! I feel so spoilt this morning :) Da hast Du es wirklich geschafft, Brian bis aufs letzte i-Tüpfelchen hin perfekt zu beschreiben. Super - dankeschön!!! Warm hugs, Rena ♥

[identity profile] pet0511.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 07:37 am (UTC)(link)
You know I could get used to start the days with a perfect one shot of yours... It makes me smile and feel good. You are always picking the right things, you put them together in the right ways - and the results are leaving me in peace and happy! Whow and thanks so much!

[identity profile] ls1966.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
very, very nice ;-) and so true !

[identity profile] aaa-mazing.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
Just brilliant!
He DOES love.
Thanks a lot!

[identity profile] guavejuice.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 08:29 am (UTC)(link)
omg,Steffi! you are definitely the new rising star on this fandom,imo.
you write it exactly as it should be,because there are so many reasons to love Brian Kinney.
please do that more often
*hugs*

[identity profile] yvonnereid.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
This is really great,and so true,I loved reading it,a great start to my afternoon :)
Hugs you x

[identity profile] patheticgal.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 11:14 am (UTC)(link)
really nice and sweet!!!
thanks......

[identity profile] manueladb.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 11:19 am (UTC)(link)
Brian says a lot of bullshit, doesn't he? LOL

This was very nice. Brian's actions always speak more than his words.

[identity profile] bigj52.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 12:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I just adore this. A lovely bedtime story to put a smile on my face after an exhausting day.

[identity profile] bknjt.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Beautiful... and sooo true Brian doesn't give a shit what people think.... because no one really knows him... except for Justin....

[identity profile] spike7451.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 02:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Lovely, just the perfect reading before I go to bed, made me smile.

[identity profile] templeton-ma.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 03:18 pm (UTC)(link)
very smart and cute!!!!!

[identity profile] sjmpets.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 03:56 pm (UTC)(link)
grinning for ear to ear because what he says and what he does are definitely two different things.

[identity profile] pam81.livejournal.com 2010-10-19 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
You wrote such a perfect fic ♥
Thank you so much. This made my day =)

Now you know why I love you, don’t you? ;)

[identity profile] conzieu.livejournal.com 2010-10-20 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Very nice.
You might want to change "he fucks me since 10 years"
to "he's been fucking me for ten years", or "he fucks me every night", or "he fucks me all the time", or "he fucks me again and again".

[identity profile] bksbracelet.livejournal.com 2010-10-20 09:49 am (UTC)(link)
Fabulous I loved it

[identity profile] sexy-pumpkin.livejournal.com 2010-10-21 10:41 am (UTC)(link)
I'm soooooooooooo glad I took the time to go back through my entries:)

I freakin loved this, as every word is true & lots of those reasons are why I love BK to!!

Great ficlet, you're getting really good at this BJ stuff *smiles*

Later babe,,Jx

[identity profile] galehot.livejournal.com 2010-10-22 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh!! Look what a treasure I've found!!

I love the way you describe situations, thoughts and characters, I really love.

[identity profile] in-a-blue-funk.livejournal.com 2010-10-30 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
this was wonderful, you managed to cut through all the kinney bullshit in one go.

[identity profile] kinnetikdreams.livejournal.com 2010-11-23 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh wow I just loved this. It is fantastic. Funny how Justin always sees the other side of Brian - the real side and how Brian is so comfortable in allowing his sunshine to see that "real side" as well.

Thank you for sharing this!

xx

[identity profile] paoloqaf.livejournal.com 2010-12-19 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I love Brian Kinney and you are a deeply inspired author.. thanks for sharing...