I haven't seen chap 14! But last night I caught up and read both 14 and 15 and have to say some things. First: I was surprised to find out where Brian had been after leaving first Britin and then the loft. But in the end his confusion, this "I don't know anything anymore" process worked out very well and he might have made a big step into starting a new beginning for himself. His special "I love you" has been quite intense. Second: The scenes in Babylon and later in the loft were typical for BJ. Both are difficult in their own ways and still sometimes like two guys who can't swim but had landed, half on purpose and half on coincidence, in a big ocean and try to learn each other how to swim or at least how to not go down. I had to grin and I also had the need to throddle one or another while reading but after reading I left the chap with the good feeling: at least they try and want it! Third: Michael and his knowledge of Brian's household is one thing I often wondered about. Do you think Brian never told him any details about what happened in Brian's youth? It's a serious question because I haven't figured it out exactly. It's unbelievable for me to imagine that Brian spent so many years quasi-living at Michael's without telling him details but on the other hand: knowing Brian it doesn't be so unbelievable. But Michael must have seen quite a bit but again: knowing Michael he certainly asked but let himself shut down easily, in the end only happy about the fact that it was most likely the reason for Brian to stay so close to him. I enjoyed reading both chaps! And the finishing line left me NOT with a WTF!?!? but I loud laugh! Thanks for the "Changes"...I have the feeling you are slowly but steadily closing the circle, right? Whatever is in your mind, and I won't bother you by asking more, I would like to tell you what I'm wishing for: your story is part of my reading time here for quite a long time and as a reader I went along with your BJ step for step. Very often I could agree to the way you let them go, could see it. And I really would like to see your BJ "later", after a time jump maybe 5 or 10 years into the future to learn how you see them then. Together or not? Still in Pittsburgh? A new kid? Of course: monogam? And particularly Brian: will he still be happy? Satisfied? What do you think? Huge hugs!!!! Pet
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First: I was surprised to find out where Brian had been after leaving first Britin and then the loft. But in the end his confusion, this "I don't know anything anymore" process worked out very well and he might have made a big step into starting a new beginning for himself. His special "I love you" has been quite intense.
Second: The scenes in Babylon and later in the loft were typical for BJ. Both are difficult in their own ways and still sometimes like two guys who can't swim but had landed, half on purpose and half on coincidence, in a big ocean and try to learn each other how to swim or at least how to not go down. I had to grin and I also had the need to throddle one or another while reading but after reading I left the chap with the good feeling: at least they try and want it!
Third: Michael and his knowledge of Brian's household is one thing I often wondered about. Do you think Brian never told him any details about what happened in Brian's youth? It's a serious question because I haven't figured it out exactly. It's unbelievable for me to imagine that Brian spent so many years quasi-living at Michael's without telling him details but on the other hand: knowing Brian it doesn't be so unbelievable. But Michael must have seen quite a bit but again: knowing Michael he certainly asked but let himself shut down easily, in the end only happy about the fact that it was most likely the reason for Brian to stay so close to him.
I enjoyed reading both chaps! And the finishing line left me NOT with a WTF!?!? but I loud laugh!
Thanks for the "Changes"...I have the feeling you are slowly but steadily closing the circle, right? Whatever is in your mind, and I won't bother you by asking more, I would like to tell you what I'm wishing for: your story is part of my reading time here for quite a long time and as a reader I went along with your BJ step for step. Very often I could agree to the way you let them go, could see it. And I really would like to see your BJ "later", after a time jump maybe 5 or 10 years into the future to learn how you see them then. Together or not? Still in Pittsburgh? A new kid? Of course: monogam? And particularly Brian: will he still be happy? Satisfied? What do you think?
Huge hugs!!!! Pet