Here I´m! The talk...I can live with that. You know I don´t like Craig and I can´t forgive him, and I won´t. But I´m not Justin, and after our discussion before I calmed down and say now: ok. Maybe it´s what Justin wants in his heart, at least to make peace with his father. So I could forgive Craig to show up at Kinnetik and ask Brian for help. He must have had really desperate to do this. But I have to say I liked, I grinned, I nearly bathed in Brian´s way with him. And I loved Brian for being so thoughtful even when I think he would have more than loved to kick Craig out without talking. But he thought about Justin´s "need" too and IMO H/you mastered this difficult talk really good. Ui, the bath scene, BJ. I ended with mixed feeling like I do so often after reading your chaps. For one I always see again why I love your writing so much. You can build up this special tension between BJ, one, you could cry a bit between and after, this "it seems to be fine and we are good - aren´t we?????" feeling which is almost to feel and see through the monitor. And second is to see the deep understanding between both men, to see this special love for what we all came here in the first place and keep staying..I got used to it, to this kind of love and the way they show it to each other, and then the old me comes through and I want to interfere and then I stop and think: no, that´s their special way. I mean the part when Justin wondered how they ended here, his thoughts, his realization, so many important feelings in his head, and then, when asked, he said "nothing". I think you, oh God, I say always the same, let´s make it a mantra, did so good with this part. Your timeline is what 9? months after 513, and both have learned much but they haven´t become masters by now. There still is some insecurity, some holding back..but they both are so much more willing to go on and try. I hope you can get what I want to explain. And I´m eager to see what´s coming next! And hey, no evil soulmate finish line here....:-) Thanks for the new one! Pet
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The talk...I can live with that. You know I don´t like Craig and I can´t forgive him, and I won´t. But I´m not Justin, and after our discussion before I calmed down and say now: ok. Maybe it´s what Justin wants in his heart, at least to make peace with his father. So I could forgive Craig to show up at Kinnetik and ask Brian for help. He must have had really desperate to do this. But I have to say I liked, I grinned, I nearly bathed in Brian´s way with him. And I loved Brian for being so thoughtful even when I think he would have more than loved to kick Craig out without talking. But he thought about Justin´s "need" too and IMO H/you mastered this difficult talk really good.
Ui, the bath scene, BJ. I ended with mixed feeling like I do so often after reading your chaps. For one I always see again why I love your writing so much. You can build up this special tension between BJ, one, you could cry a bit between and after, this "it seems to be fine and we are good - aren´t we?????" feeling which is almost to feel and see through the monitor. And second is to see the deep understanding between both men, to see this special love for what we all came here in the first place and keep staying..I got used to it, to this kind of love and the way they show it to each other, and then the old me comes through and I want to interfere and then I stop and think: no, that´s their special way. I mean the part when Justin wondered how they ended here, his thoughts, his realization, so many important feelings in his head, and then, when asked, he said "nothing". I think you, oh God, I say always the same, let´s make it a mantra, did so good with this part. Your timeline is what 9? months after 513, and both have learned much but they haven´t become masters by now. There still is some insecurity, some holding back..but they both are so much more willing to go on and try.
I hope you can get what I want to explain. And I´m eager to see what´s coming next!
And hey, no evil soulmate finish line here....:-)
Thanks for the new one! Pet