I like to comment here because Renate said exactly what I thought. It´s the "Hello world - here I am!" thing you only have in the youth - also the breakdown if you realize that nobody is waiting for you or coming to you - you have to get up and do something by yourself. I think many of Justin´s expectations were made over the last years by his family and Brian too, and it´s a good thing. Otherwise he would never had the strength to go to NYC in the first place. I loved Brian´s words here, his reaction. His admittion that even he wasn´t always the best of the best. It made him human, more human as Justin saw him before businesslike. Maybe it makes it easier for him to break out of his paralyzed state, to accept/hear what Brian meant and to realize that he, Justin, didn´t need to proof anything to anyone, esp Brian, because in their eyes he already is all he wants for himself: brave, successfull, determined....it´s just a matter of the definition. I absolutely enjoyed this non-boring (!) chap, in some ways it has been one of their best hours and talks. I`m curious to see what they will do next. Thanks, dear soulmate! Pet
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on 2011-02-11 04:32 pm (UTC)I loved Brian´s words here, his reaction. His admittion that even he wasn´t always the best of the best. It made him human, more human as Justin saw him before businesslike. Maybe it makes it easier for him to break out of his paralyzed state, to accept/hear what Brian meant and to realize that he, Justin, didn´t need to proof anything to anyone, esp Brian, because in their eyes he already is all he wants for himself: brave, successfull, determined....it´s just a matter of the definition.
I absolutely enjoyed this non-boring (!) chap, in some ways it has been one of their best hours and talks.
I`m curious to see what they will do next.
Thanks, dear soulmate! Pet