I bit my lower lip before I started. “I don’t want to come home and find you fucking some guy. I don’t want to go to Babylon with you and then watch you checking out other guys and I don’t like to watch you follow one of them to the backroom, while I’m standing at the bar. Willing and waiting. That’s humiliating. I know that none of those guys mean anything to you, but it means something to me.”
He nodded.
“I don’t expect you to stay abstinent when I’m not here. I know you’re going out during the week and I know you’re fucking other guys and it’s okay. I know you love sex, you always have and you should never give up what you love. But when I’m here or when you’re with me in New York, I want it to be us. Just you and me. Okay?”
He nodded again.
“And whatever you do when I’m not here… don’t do it at the house.”
I had no idea if he ever spent time at the house or if he even stayed there overnight or anything, but I knew he had never fucked anyone there. You don’t fuck with your safe place.
“But above all that I want you to do what you want to do. I want you to be happy.” I touched his lips with my finger. “You need to relax. I know that it sucks that you’re here and I’m in New York and I know that a daily phone sex call is not enough to make up for all the time we would spend together if we weren’t apart and I don’t want to hurt you, but I like to be independent.”
That is just about precisely how I think their relationship would evolve. Causal sex was always v. important to Brian, but not so important to Justin. But, as long as Justin feels loved and secure, he doesn't mind in the least what Brian does when he's not around. In this fic, they really need to have this kind of talk and I'm v. happy that Justin took Daphne's advice!
Further, I truly do believe canon!Justin would feel this way, that Brian can do what he likes when he's alone, but when they're together, they need to be together. And, as we saw how canon!Brian, evolved, I don't think he would have a major problem with that, so well done!
But, wow, all the stuff with Molly is sure complicated - it was good to see her and Justin's relationship laid out. I hope they're able to become closer.
When are they gonna put on the rings? It needs to happen asap, lol!
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He nodded.
“I don’t expect you to stay abstinent when I’m not here. I know you’re going out during the week and I know you’re fucking other guys and it’s okay. I know you love sex, you always have and you should never give up what you love. But when I’m here or when you’re with me in New York, I want it to be us. Just you and me. Okay?”
He nodded again.
“And whatever you do when I’m not here… don’t do it at the house.”
I had no idea if he ever spent time at the house or if he even stayed there overnight or anything, but I knew he had never fucked anyone there. You don’t fuck with your safe place.
“But above all that I want you to do what you want to do. I want you to be happy.” I touched his lips with my finger. “You need to relax. I know that it sucks that you’re here and I’m in New York and I know that a daily phone sex call is not enough to make up for all the time we would spend together if we weren’t apart and I don’t want to hurt you, but I like to be independent.”
That is just about precisely how I think their relationship would evolve. Causal sex was always v. important to Brian, but not so important to Justin. But, as long as Justin feels loved and secure, he doesn't mind in the least what Brian does when he's not around. In this fic, they really need to have this kind of talk and I'm v. happy that Justin took Daphne's advice!
Further, I truly do believe canon!Justin would feel this way, that Brian can do what he likes when he's alone, but when they're together, they need to be together. And, as we saw how canon!Brian, evolved, I don't think he would have a major problem with that, so well done!
But, wow, all the stuff with Molly is sure complicated - it was good to see her and Justin's relationship laid out. I hope they're able to become closer.
When are they gonna put on the rings? It needs to happen asap, lol!