I´m the first? Can´t believe it! OMG, what a sad tension here. It´s really not easy for both of them, and that you captured so well that I feel as if I´m there too. They both are like a robot going through the day, the christmas events, Justin´s talk with Molly, so much more needed to be said but it´s too much to work through all of that by now. Same for Brian, he seems to be standing just before an outburst. I guess it´s absolutely clear that for both of them it was more like a day to get over, still waiting for the main event, the talk at the house, to be together where they both feel belonging now. But I was proud of Justin, the way he managed Brian to be open up, to be honest about what he wants. I hope he can manage this for their longer talk as well. There will be a longer talk, right? And soon, right? It´s really painful for BJ (and little Pet too).... Whow, the tension like crawled under my skin... Have to re-read it later. For now, thanks, soulmate, for this tension! Pet
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on 2011-02-05 11:33 am (UTC)OMG, what a sad tension here. It´s really not easy for both of them, and that you captured so well that I feel as if I´m there too. They both are like a robot going through the day, the christmas events, Justin´s talk with Molly, so much more needed to be said but it´s too much to work through all of that by now. Same for Brian, he seems to be standing just before an outburst. I guess it´s absolutely clear that for both of them it was more like a day to get over, still waiting for the main event, the talk at the house, to be together where they both feel belonging now.
But I was proud of Justin, the way he managed Brian to be open up, to be honest about what he wants. I hope he can manage this for their longer talk as well. There will be a longer talk, right? And soon, right? It´s really painful for BJ (and little Pet too)....
Whow, the tension like crawled under my skin...
Have to re-read it later. For now, thanks, soulmate, for this tension! Pet