OMFG! There must have been happened something really bad in the end.... but ok, we'll see in the next chap. Now we are here. I begin where I left in the last chap: Justin is young, I have to give him that, and he isn't so smart he likes to think he is. I understand this: NYC, the distraction, looking for his own way, the need to earn money to live, the attempts with his art ...and, on the top, trying to keep it fine and alright with a difficult sensitive insecure Brian. It's really quite a lot for young Justin. So I decided not to be angry with him today even when I think he is stupid sometimes, plain stupid. To leave once more without talking: OMG To be surprised about the re-newed house: OMG And to be surprised about the realization that Brian maybe could have wanted the marriage and the live together committment...OMFG!!! I mean maybe at the time of the proposal Justin could have doubts about how serious Brian really has been. The bombing, then the house, everything happened too fast. Then their decision to cancel the wedding etc, even then Justin could have had thought that Brian wanted that too or wasn't sad about it at least. But please, since then many months are gone. He saw Brian's eyes at their last evening before he went to NYC. He saw the rings. He saw how Brian acted and reacted in all the months after his move. They did talk. He felt Brian's fears, we know that. What for Gods sake need Justin more to get a clue? Does he really need a talk with his bestie to realize, now, standing in this house, that Brian WANTED and WANTS the committment??? You know what? I think it is perfect that Brian finally said what he thinks all the time: that for him, Brian, it was and is a mistake to cancel the wedding. It had to come out anytime, it just had. And now they have to live and work with that, herrje! Brian leaving here, I mean at the end of the chap, not able to reach Justin, he must be going crazy and desperate and out of his mind. Thank you so so much for this fast and soulmatic new one. It is the perfect continuation and I hope silently that we'll see the next update pretty soon. The story is at a special turning point, and I have the feeling all the readers are really with you here, you understand? It's not just reading, it's feeling... Big happy Saturday with a soulmatic start hugs! Pet
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on 2011-01-29 11:10 am (UTC)There must have been happened something really bad in the end.... but ok, we'll see in the next chap. Now we are here.
I begin where I left in the last chap: Justin is young, I have to give him that, and he isn't so smart he likes to think he is. I understand this: NYC, the distraction, looking for his own way, the need to earn money to live, the attempts with his art ...and, on the top, trying to keep it fine and alright with a difficult sensitive insecure Brian. It's really quite a lot for young Justin. So I decided not to be angry with him today even when I think he is stupid sometimes, plain stupid.
To leave once more without talking: OMG
To be surprised about the re-newed house: OMG
And to be surprised about the realization that Brian maybe could have wanted the marriage and the live together committment...OMFG!!!
I mean maybe at the time of the proposal Justin could have doubts about how serious Brian really has been. The bombing, then the house, everything happened too fast. Then their decision to cancel the wedding etc, even then Justin could have had thought that Brian wanted that too or wasn't sad about it at least. But please, since then many months are gone. He saw Brian's eyes at their last evening before he went to NYC. He saw the rings. He saw how Brian acted and reacted in all the months after his move. They did talk. He felt Brian's fears, we know that. What for Gods sake need Justin more to get a clue? Does he really need a talk with his bestie to realize, now, standing in this house, that Brian WANTED and WANTS the committment???
You know what? I think it is perfect that Brian finally said what he thinks all the time: that for him, Brian, it was and is a mistake to cancel the wedding. It had to come out anytime, it just had. And now they have to live and work with that, herrje!
Brian leaving here, I mean at the end of the chap, not able to reach Justin, he must be going crazy and desperate and out of his mind.
Thank you so so much for this fast and soulmatic new one. It is the perfect continuation and I hope silently that we'll see the next update pretty soon. The story is at a special turning point, and I have the feeling all the readers are really with you here, you understand? It's not just reading, it's feeling...
Big happy Saturday with a soulmatic start hugs! Pet