Brian has a lot of fear, terrified. And he is alone. Now he thinks that should tell it to Justin, but it is too late.
He wanted do it alone and he is, but I hope that Justin has come in time.I would liked him to ask Justin to join him in the hospital. Brian wants to be strong but he's very vulnerable.
The cancer is back, and is as a punishment for his way of life or something, you know who he is.

Waiting until monday...it's too much time.

Great chapter.