Ok, I am once more the last one who read and so I read all the comments of your "hard fan club" as well. It's always interesting to see how different we all react to your B and your J, but I think thats exactly the same with the show. That's one of the reasons we love your BJ so much, they are just continuing the way at which the show ended. So we all can think and suffer and roll our eyes and be angry or mad at one of them or both furthermore.... And I want put my own two cents in ....Brian. It all starts and ends with him, surrounds him, doesn't it? Because your B ist so IC we all know him so well by now. We see his way to think, he ist like an open book to read. All the thoughts, his solution about drifting apart, his jealousy, his need to touch and be touched, personally and literally - we saw it coming. His reaction or better his lack of reaction - so predictible. So typical for him, how is it said: self fulfilling? prophecy? Yes. But we all are so sad for and with him and we can nearly feel the upcoming drama. I mean, any normal halfway grown up person would simply ask Justin, would demand to get answers, would call him, would try anything to make the situation a little bit easier. But then it wouldn't be Brian Kinney, right? So he stays defensive and waits and knows what he knows from the beginning....Hey he is just the perfect character for real dramas. Ah, Justin. He knows all this as well as I and you and all others. I think in many ways he knows Brian perfectly well. While reading some comments I had the feeling some think he does it on purpose. Maybe I'm wrong but I don't think so. Like in the show Justin is someway a really nice and lovely boy-man, and his smile is really beautiful but that all is just only a part of him. Maybe it's not the right description but when I think of him I only descripe him as strong little fucker, for me it fits and says all. He is not the all selfless boy boy, he has his goals from day one and he gives nearly everything to reaxh them. I don't say his goals are always understandable but I'm not Justin...Same here. He is determined to proof. Not just to Brian but to himself as well on equal parts. He may loose his way sometimes but he is also stubborn, so we just have to take it. Surely, what he is doing in NYC, that has not so much to do with becoming a famous artist like planned in the beginning. He could do this out from Brians bathroom in the Pitts. But I think that is not the point for Justin Taylor. Its like during the Stockwell time. Justin is not the type to discuss and considere personal things with others before. He gets an idea or plan and then he goes for it. He is independent maybe not for money all the time but surely in his mind. In a way he is just as incommunicative as Brian, and ok, so they con both double and triple their probelms, but so they are. I am absolutely sure that Justin is in love with Brian, this has nothing to do with him. But Brian is in some ways more consumed about his feelings as Justin. Justin is more independent emotionally - and he is young! That we cannot forget. So much energy....Been there done that now old.....:-))). Ai, that was a really good part one once more, ok, I say that everytime but beat me. I was more than satisfied to read that the other chaps are already written. That's good! Thanks soo much once again!!!
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on 2010-11-22 03:57 pm (UTC)And I want put my own two cents in ....Brian. It all starts and ends with him, surrounds him, doesn't it? Because your B ist so IC we all know him so well by now. We see his way to think, he ist like an open book to read. All the thoughts, his solution about drifting apart, his jealousy, his need to touch and be touched, personally and literally - we saw it coming. His reaction or better his lack of reaction - so predictible. So typical for him, how is it said: self fulfilling? prophecy? Yes. But we all are so sad for and with him and we can nearly feel the upcoming drama.
I mean, any normal halfway grown up person would simply ask Justin, would demand to get answers, would call him, would try anything to make the situation a little bit easier. But then it wouldn't be Brian Kinney, right? So he stays defensive and waits and knows what he knows from the beginning....Hey he is just the perfect character for real dramas.
Ah, Justin. He knows all this as well as I and you and all others. I think in many ways he knows Brian perfectly well. While reading some comments I had the feeling some think he does it on purpose. Maybe I'm wrong but I don't think so. Like in the show Justin is someway a really nice and lovely boy-man, and his smile is really beautiful but that all is just only a part of him. Maybe it's not the right description but when I think of him I only descripe him as strong little fucker, for me it fits and says all. He is not the all selfless boy boy, he has his goals from day one and he gives nearly everything to reaxh them. I don't say his goals are always understandable but I'm not Justin...Same here. He is determined to proof. Not just to Brian but to himself as well on equal parts. He may loose his way sometimes but he is also stubborn, so we just have to take it. Surely, what he is doing in NYC, that has not so much to do with becoming a famous artist like planned in the beginning. He could do this out from Brians bathroom in the Pitts. But I think that is not the point for Justin Taylor. Its like during the Stockwell time. Justin is not the type to discuss and considere personal things with others before. He gets an idea or plan and then he goes for it. He is independent maybe not for money all the time but surely in his mind. In a way he is just as incommunicative as Brian, and ok, so they con both double and triple their probelms, but so they are. I am absolutely sure that Justin is in love with Brian, this has nothing to do with him. But Brian is in some ways more consumed about his feelings as Justin. Justin is more independent emotionally - and he is young! That we cannot forget. So much energy....Been there done that now old.....:-))).
Ai, that was a really good part one once more, ok, I say that everytime but beat me. I was more than satisfied to read that the other chaps are already written. That's good! Thanks soo much once again!!!